* I am back with my glasses....i left my glasses in class 12 and never wore them...but lately have been getting these real bad headaches.....so decided to get back to them....thats me sunday night after shower hair all ruffled writing this blog entry

Random facts as of july 8th , 2007

*I have gone thru a very very bad breakup in the last 2 weeks......this was a girl i love for the last 5 yrs and suddenly its all gone....no one dumped anyone..we jus fought so much that we could not talk anymore....yes yes she was the best thing which had happened to me in a long timeand loved her a lot....she was a fantastic talented beautiful girl....but it jus didnt work out....i wish her good luck from here(cos she has blocked me from everywhere else..hehe pathetic i know) only way she can be happy is if im not with her ...i realized it and its the best thing i can do....

*surviving a breakup is hard but not impossible......u feeel suicidal for a week ..next week comes acceptance and next week comes joy...its great to ahve excellent friends who support u all the way along....made it certainly easier for me to bounce back into life after 2 really bad bad weekends.......another thing is that its ok to be sad....after all i was with her a long time and i was after her for even longer time and one bang and she is gone..its sad.....if u try to suppress the sadness it manifests into anger and self abuse...so its better to feel sad for a week or so then get rid of it by pumping iron and jogging and eating....

*My prof's son, matthew passed away a week back...broke my heart ..i wanted him to survive after all he was only 20 mnths old....went to see him in icu gave him a winnie pooh stuffed toy and jus hoped i could give a part of my life so that he survives.......but alas if only the world was so fair....poor kid jus passed away...i jus hope he didnt go thru much pain and he is in a better place....

*watched die hard 4and transformers.......die hard was great ...same old brucy hehe and his amazing dont give a fuck attitude ...certianly something we needed after a summer of lame movies....transformers was also damn good with tons of action and megan fox....man i love megan fox..they say she is the next angelina jolie....she can do something about ehr skin though...maybe she is jus a teenager and got acne problems..shit nowdays most of the actresses are younger to us...how old ahve we become....

*met nobel laureate claude cohen tanaouji adn attended his lecture on atomic clocks and trapped atoms...very awe inspiring cos thats wat my project is ...laser trapping ....lab work goin real goood....

*watched live earth functions yesterday and today...i donno why all the performances were bad ....hmmmm too much hype...but ill try to save the earth ..i promise.....

*one of my flickr pics is gonna be put on krisflyer(inflight magazine of Singapore airlines) the publisher emailed me some day back and they are paying me 300 dollars for a pic...pretty cool...i need to buy a nikon d80 soon ...

*congrats to deepa for beign the valedictorian...that girl really worked hard and she inspires me with ehr hard work.....wat lengths u can go by working hard...congrats to her again...went to her convocation...didnt go for my own....liked th real happy environment there

*I attended a 3 hr karnatic violin concert a week abck....i was the photographer....strangely i liked it a lot but the 3hr was too much for me...if it had been 1 hr i would have liked it more....anyway the people liked my pics ....and i think i have another event on 14th this mnth....

*decided to learn spanish properly ...so one hr of spanish a day...ahve to save enuff money to travel.....

over and out